I dream of a Day when I am free from doubt

Close your eyes… Wait maybe don’t, but imagine a mixture of fear, and nervousness constricting your heart.  Now add some fluttery butterflies to your stomach, and tie a rubber band around your lungs-pull it tight.  That, for me, is how an anxiety/panic attack feels like. And I experience it daily. I’m not sure if every one who experiences anxiety/panic attacks…

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Angel Kitty

  When I was 12 my grandma died.  A few weeks later we were all still very sad about it.  Then one day, my sister was watching TV, and out of the corner of her eye through a crack in the curtain she seen something move.  When she got up she found a tiny kitten all alone in the yard.…

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Lavender oil

When I was 14 I was diagnosed with Social Anxiety. I was trying to get my mom to pull me out of school so I could be homeschooled, when she brought it up to my doctor, who had me come in, and then put me on anti-depressants. I am not and have never been depressed, just anxious. But I guess,…

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